Nanami's writing life

There are hundreds. No thousands of people who truly do not deserve to suffer who suffer from hunger, poverty, homelessness, diseases, inequality, indifference,mental health, unjustified treatment,and even worse they are outcast by the very country that was once also a country of immigrants. United States of America was founded by four men and we were not a country until we fought for it. But what of the natives that were here before us? Our ancestors killed and forced them out of their lands! And we are afraid of the same being done to us? It’s Karma!! It is Karma. True justice!!! We do not deserve this land any more than the Mexicans do. But you welcome Japanese,Chinese, Russian and Germans. You are afraid of a bunch of Mexicans? You who claim you have the right to be here? No!! You do not have the right. You do not understand that? Then you are fools.

Hello there my fellow WordPress bloggers. I have been searching on the internet for something juicy to share. Something that would probably make you look twice. Yes and I found on Pinterest a link to eBay where nun habits are being sold.

Here is the link

https://images.app.goo.gl/nAWPhr21rD2d9e8x7

Listen to the most recent episode of my podcast: A reading from “Lucia Speaks” and Learning the rosary as We meditate on the five Joyful mysteries https://anchor.fm/nanami-suzuki7/episodes/A-reading-from-Lucia-Speaks-and-Learning-the-rosary-as-We-meditate-on-the-five-Joyful-mysteries-e4rrmo

Update my podcast is no longer called Nanami the Convert. I had to change it or get sued by someone who also goed by that title.

Okay this question was tossed my way in a casual conversation the other day when i was hanging out with a group of friends and you guessed it.. Having some shots for the first time. Everyone was hammered and this question popped up in the conversation. At the time i was too drunk to answer the question properly,so i decided i would post the question and the answer here today.

The reason why i want to stay a pagan is because I find this religion to be more true than any other faith I’ve tried. Once you find out the truth of where Christianity came from and how much the story of the god has changed since then,you also might question its authenticity. But i also have learned that pagan faith has a history of causing mass hysteria among locals and those who say they are men of god Hanged,burned,tortured,and even raped innocent people who had a faith that was more powerful than theirs. Women,and children alike both suffered. So did some men. But i find that the entire faith i was taught as a child is bogus! Nothing but hypocritical people and hypocritical faith. I was once a victim of a witch hunt. I was kidnapped along with the rest of my coven members. I was done the same way most of my ancestors were. Raped,beaten,tortured,branded,and nearly killed. As for the other 887 who were with me? Only 3 others got away. Two pregnant women and one small child. I helped them escape. They did not deserve to suffer and die because of their faith. Yes i may be the only who is willing to come forward and bring this to light,but that is exactly the reason i stand by my faith so strongly. I AM PAGAN! AND I AM PROUD TO BE ONE!!!

I KEEP MY FAITH FOR THE SAKE OF MY FALLEN BROTHERS AND SISTERS WHO FACED THE HORRIFIC SUFFERING THAT I DID JUST BEFORE THEY DIED. THAT IS WHY I WANT TO STAY PAGAN!!!

Hello there my dears. I am Nanami Suzuki and this is my first time attempting to truly try Buddhist meditation. Recommended by a friend of mine this type of meditation had never once received any bad energy from people I have asked about it. All I see is a chance to bring myself to higher light. Or enlighten myself. I have knowledge but what good is that if I cannot put it to use?

I am a woman. But I am also pagan. I do not believe that some of those reading my posts quite understand what I mean by My parents being Deities. Diana is Goddess of the moon,of the hunt,wildlife and child birth and fertility of medicine and is the mother of my soul. Apollo is Diana’s twin brother. God of the sun of the arts of Oracles and of the hunt. He is the father of my soul.

By this is mean that I was created by these two Deities. These two Deities therefore are my parents. Out of faith they are my parents. They are the ones who are my godly parents.

But there is new practice in my faith. Meditation!! Meditation for me is easy when I am sitting up. It is easy when I am walking. It is easy when I am doing the things I like to do. But when I am laying down on my back. It is not easy. It is very hard. I have to stay in one position for an hour and a half at a time. I cannot stand laying down. But if this is teaching me patience then this is good to work on.

My next thing is to avoid certain foods that make me sick. I don’t avoid foods that are good for me but I do go ahead and enjoy lots of fruit and veggies. Because with this new practice,taking care of myself is important. So i pamper my body by being more careful about what I eat.

This new meditation practice is amazing

Hello there my lovely readers! I have a confession to make. I’m not always as happy and joyful and I seem in my posts. That’s just a mask I put on to hide the fact that I’m emotionally falling apart inside and cannot keep on smiling throughout the day when I know that I am not loved by anyone. Everyone I meet starts out so nice and friendly band they treat me okay. But when I show kindness endlessly people begin to get annoyed with me. They think I should be mean and when I finally break and stand up for myself suddenly I’m an ungrateful bitch! So I decided that I won’t believe that people care about me if all they do is encourage me to be able to stand up for myself then decide I’m ungrateful when I do. It doesn’t make sense at all! I take the time to help around the house. I take the time to cook and clean. I take the time to pray for them. I even check on them by asking how they feel. I’m sorry if it gets on people’s nerves that I care so much but I’m getting tired of actually caring! And I’m tired of people who are just so cold hearted that they can’t see the pain I’m in. This is why I am depressed all the time. Because I feel like no one genuinely cares about me. And that is why I am always having to pretend to be happy. Because pretending is just what I have to do most days. And no medicine doesn’t help this depression. This depression is not caused by mental health. It is caused by emotions. The emotion of knowing I am not loved by or cared for by anyone. Dispare. No one can cute this with medicine. Only Love can cure my depression. But will anyone love me? Truly love me?

Hello there! Greetings and salutations to you all! My name is Nanami Suzuki. I am a writer. Someone who has experienced the feeling of love. Even though I do not receive love. I still try my best to give love. Because without love a person cannot truly be happy in life. So to have the feeling of always being loved,one is also to give love. But what if one does not ever truly receive love and still is capable of feeling love for others? That person is a very kind person who has a heart of gold and should never be ignored for one day that person will rule the world.

Greetings and salutations everyone! How is everyone doing today? I am doing well(health wise). Today I would like to cover the topic of difference. What exactly is the difference between Writing a book by hand and Typing one up on your computer or phone? Well this Portion of my post is my own opinion but if you want to skip this part you can just scroll down to the portions where I explain the research I’ve done on both and why I personally feel that writing by hand is way better.

For me writing by hand is like riding a bike. It was the first thing I learned that actually proved useful in life! Typing can be a bit annoying at times especially when you have to worry about that stupid spelling error you made and the computer won’t let you ignore it! 😣 Then there is Typing on the phone.😏 I kind of sometimes prefer to type on my phone. I won’t lie about that. It’s how I am able to write this post today. Anywho the point is that with writing by hand I have a free flowing of my thoughts and feelings going right into my works as a writer.

When I hold a laptop(btw I got rid of my laptop for this reason!) It’s not exactly light weight and it’s kind of bulky. It takes a lot of time to charge when you really need to get your work done,and can easily crash causing you to have to start everything all over again!

Writing by hand doesn’t have as much of the same issues. But all it requires is paper and pen! Perhaps even a space to work? I’ll give you some points for thinking about all the cons to writing by hand. A lot of trees die from having to use do much paper to write a single rough draft of a novel. I’m guessing roughly around 80 to 90 pages maybe? As someone who sucks at math,im pretty sure that my calculations are far from correct but I have been doing my best!

Now aside from the trees writing by hand can kill,there are quite a few other issues with it as well. For example finding a suitable place to store all the paper after its been written on! How about having a place to sit without a heaping pile of paper taking up so much space it is almost suffocating!?!😓😕. I didn’t just freak out.

Now back to the topic of typing the novels. This time I am covering the positive aspects of typing up a novel. If you’re using a laptop or desktop computer, it can be very useful to continuously store your work on a USB just in case your computer decided”it’s a rainy day. I’ll start smoking and stop working.” you have a backup!😉

It would probably be a good idea for me to get into sharing my findings on how many currently published authors prefer to write by hand or type their books right?

According to a poll I recently posted on Twitter, over 60% of the authors online prefer to use paper and pen over computers or phones! 20% used phones ,and the other 20% used laptops or both writing and Typing. That is quite an amazing amount of people!

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton